Monday, April 30, 2007

Melting Away

Pulling into the parking lot of a drug store i found on the way to my hotel, i turned on my laptop and checked my email, knowing that Princess was sending pantysue and assignment for the evening. “YOU HAVE MAIL!”… and what delicious mail it was. Princess was pushing Her pet even more to enjoy the sweetness of understanding what it was to be femme.

Hi there darling!

Here is your shopping list!!!!!
We are going to do some more fun and yummy things. You had seen the new Glamour mag that came out, so first off you are going to need to pick that up. :-) Then you already said you would like to try what you had already done...but with a bit more.
Sooo you already know you need ~
nail polish
nail polish remover
cotton balls
bubble bath
candles

added on top of that,
You need a pink disposable razor like a daisy one.
You can go to the travel section and get a small can of pink canned shaving cream woman use.
You are going to also get a woman's deodorant, either a dry stick kind or a spray on. Like secret or something. Nice powdery or girly smelling one. :-)
Then you need a bottle of skin lotion. Also a girly type, for after your bath.

Now this one might throw you for a little loop....but.....
Lee press on nails, which are press on fake nails. They have this special type of sticky glue stuff.....they don’t stay on with super glue. lol In a pretty shade of pink. They already come painted. :-)
http://www.ifilm.com/ifilmdetail/2731044
There is a little video to help you see how they work. ::giggles::

Now for the moment that is all I can think of....there might be MORE later. ::giggles:: I am thinking if you get this in time to shop this afternoon....you can play when you get to your place and we can talk after. I will send you directions on what to do with the added goodies. Then the next day....shopping for perfume. ::giggles::
You are just so much fun pantysue!!!!
If you have any questions, just email Me!
Kissies,
Your Princess
Grace


That was one long list… but oh so much fun to shop for! With Princess’s help i am beginning to feel much more comfortable strolling down the store aisles where men fear to tread. And i must say the biggest problem is choosing the items… there are just so many yummy choices! Picked out all my nail supplies and the polish of course was pink knowing so well that it was MsGrace’s favorite color. Then on to find my Daisy razor and shaving cream. my little hand basket was starting to fill up quickly!

For those of you who know the mysterious ways Princess works will surely understand how the ad i had seen on TV the evening before about how the fresh powder scent of Degree for Women gives you fresh burst of scent throughout the day was certainly sent from Her for me. And the ad certainly was right… pantysue had the freshest powdery scent for the next several days. There are so many lotions to choose from, but the one i chose was a sweet flower scent and it was pink…so many pretty things come in pink!

The nails proved to be more difficult though. Try as i might to find the pre-painted kind, the only ones like that were the glue on. i searched every one of them, but there were none. Not wanting to disappoint my Princess, i picked out the nicest clear press on ones and figured i could paint them to, since i was doing my toes anyway.

And for the bubble bath, the only ones i could find were for kids, so i picked out the Hello Kitty one. i had no idea how much that would please Princess. She was so excited to see the picture of the cap sitting in my tub! And then the rest of the items… the scented candles and my magazines, Glamour and Marie Claire.

The only thing i can imagine as i was checking out is the woman at the register must have thought i was going to do something so very nice for my girlfriend, or i was one flaming sissy! And now i know why Princess has so many lotions and cosmetics on Her prezzie list… they cost a freakin’ lot! But Princess and pantysue are worth it!

It was so much fun painting the press on nails and putting them on. Even though my hands aren’t the softest, i could not help but stare at them, the transformation with them on was truly amazing. i almost couldn’t believe they were mine. But once i started to paint my toes i knew that they were… it’s not easy being a girlie girl… especially holding that brush with longer finger nails!

Drawing my bubble bath, i poured myself a glass of Chardonnay, got my music ready… and i must thank Princess for the playlist… Half an Acre by Hem is my favorite…and settled in. How relaxing it is to let all that yucky male stuff just drift away, thinking girlie thoughts and getting away from the other me… just becoming Princess’s pet… pantysue.

Once i had slipped sweetly into the wonderful world of being femme, it was time to shave those hairs away and rid myself of even more maleness. To my surprise it was quite easy to do it! The razor gently glided up the leg and the hair seemed to almost dissolve away. Before i knew it, the cream and my hair were gone!

One important word of caution to any of you planning to use a Daisy razor in a candle lit tub… those pretty plastic razors will melt and even catch fire if a sissy gets too wrapped up in reading he(r) Glamour and listening to Jewel! Fortunately i saw it before the alarm went off and pantysue had a room full of firemen rescuing he(r)!

With that yummy bath over, i got out of the tub and wrapped the towel around my boobies as Princess always makes me do and put the lotion over my entire body… oh how soft and heavenly that felt. Put on my pretties pink panties, pink bra and falsies and flowery little nighty and waited for Princess to call.

The rest is between Princess and pantysue except for Her final task for the evening. Princess had me fill a pair of socks with lotion and wear them to bed for the night. She assured me that my feet would be silky soft the next morning, and as always Princess was right. The only problem was i now had a pair of pink socks!


Friday, April 27, 2007

Women’s World Exposed!

The assignment Princess gave me for today was quite simple… “now that you have your cock cage on, get your sissy self a pedi! Oh, and by the way… wear your butt plug while you are at it pantysue!”

i figured this was going to be another one of those humiliating “never in my life will i do it again” experiences. i may only be the lucky messenger, but Princess Grace is showing me the way to the greatest freakin’ secret women have! Pedicures are absolutely amazing!

Just then i hear someone call “pantysue… you are next pantysue!” Just kidding, but when they called me i had no idea what i was supposed to do! i am led over to this amazing looking chair with this side door that swings open. Being the smart sissy that i am, i figure out quickly the shoes and socks come off! To be honest, i have no fucking idea what i am doing… and i am not sure these women even speak English. But i settle back in the chair and the operator gentle takes my feet and puts them in the warm tub.
While all of this is happening i notice two remote controls, one on either arm of the chair. i look around for the TV to turn on Sports Center only to realize one controls the recline of the chair and the other is… well let me just say the controls say “zone 1, zone 2 and zone 3” and the settings are “vibrate or surge and slow or fast”. It didn’t take me long to realize Princess knew i would figure it out somehow… a fast vibrate on zone 1 would make that butt plug sing and pantysue would want to moan along!
Forgive me Princess, because i am not sure what was really happening as this whole thing progresses, but she takes one foot out and trims my nails, then the other. And she does my pedi cuticles and then files and buffs and then comes the lotion… OMG the lotion. i thought i had died and gone to heaven and then i get this amazing foot message! Princess… women are so freakin’ pampered! This is the best kept secret… but now EVERY SISSY WILL KNOW! But i must add that pantysue was never so happy to be trapped in her cock cage as she was today!. I don’t think a sissy should ever be allowed to get a pedi without some sort of cock restraint. Were it not for my cock cage there would have been a pup tent in my pants from the moment she grabbed my feet until the polish dried!
The operator thought she was done after the message, but i knew Princess would not be pleased without at least a clear paint job. So i asked if i could get a clear polish. As much as i enjoy humiliation… at this time asking for a paint job seemed natural! She went over got two things of polish (not sure why there were two… but i loved it). Painted my nails and then i was left to dry.

i am just sitting there in this chair enjoying every minute when the owner comes over and grabs my big toe to tell me my nails are dry. And then she starts this small talk asking me if this is my first time! Am i from around here… do i want to open an account?
Let me tell all of you… the first time i went into a store to buy a pair of panties i was terrified. i have done it many times since and each time the confidence grows but the sissy fear still shows… but it gets easier each time. Going into a nail salon for the first time was worse than going into the lingerie department to by a bra. At least there someone might think it was for your 40AA cup wife! But there was no question who the pedicure was for!

But i tell all of you girls… Princess Grace and the rest of them are hiding the best kept secret in the world from the rest of us. my nails cannot grow fast enough for me now… i want another pedi! i don’t care what Princess decides should pulsate around while i get my nails done… i have died and gone to sissy heaven! If you have never had a pedi… you have no idea what you are missing! Get a freaking pedi!


Thursday, April 26, 2007

A New Dawn


As the sunlight filtered through my window i realized that this was a new dawn for pantysue. Rubbing the sleep from my eyes and stretching out in my bed, it wasn’t my normal morning erection i found between my legs… no, it wasn’t. In place of the typical rock hard shaft was a humiliating cage… a sissy pink cock cage!

A long call with Princess Grace is nothing new for pantysue. But every previous call had always ended with pantysue getting he(r) cummies. Not last night… maybe not the next night or the one after that either! i have given myself over to my Princess! my body is Hers, my mind is Hers, my sissy wittle peepee locked in its cage is Hers. pantysue is truly one of Princess Grace’s pets!

It used to be that i would make a call to Ms Grace or one of the other Mistresses, stroke my cock, spend myself and fall asleep, only to wake with a hard-on, harken back to my call and do it all over again. As much as i thought that was so perfect for pantysue, i am learning that cock control and giving oneself over in sweet surrender is more blissful than any jerk off session could ever be, and under the guidance of my Princess, i am sure it will be submissive bliss.

Princess Grace has never ever disappointed this sissy. She has a way of caring for Her pets, wanting them to enjoy the time with Her as much as She does, that is balanced with the firm understanding that She is in control… and now in pantysue’s case it is truly cock control. Don’t get me wrong…others are great! But there is just something special about Princess Grace, something that can actually have me looking forward to my first full day captured in a cock cage for Her.

my Princess has told me to expect that She will have certain tasks for pantysue from time to time, and that my first one will come sometime today. Partly because of this feeling of submissive fulfillment and partly because of the fun pantysue has in chat with he(r) sisters, i have decided to share my salacious adventures with all of you, and that is what this blog is all about!

One last thought before i try to hide my confined situation from my coworkers today… and that is about feminization. i have always enjoyed dressing up… absolutely love to wear panties and bras! But what i am discovering now is that there is more to being femme than just lingerie and lipstick. pantysue will never have a real clitty, but with this cock cage restraining my silly cock i feel as close to being without a cock as i ever will! Now i am off to my bubble bath and can’t wait to see how that pink plastic looks peeking out from under the towel wrapped around my sissy wittle boobies. But most of all i can’t wait to see what this new dawn has in store for pantysue!

pantysue's prezzie for her Princess!